why am i awake at this time of the morning? haha. i dont know also. maybe its cos i slept from 11 to 2. but its alright cos marlong mike gab and bert are online. but not like bert and gab are helping to ease my boredom cos they're gay gaming. haha. and mikethedyke just went to sleep cos, his hair is dry? HAHA. oh yayy i got my shoes today. happyhappy* okok. the gay gamers are back. ive got people to talk to now. byeeee (:

chuin : alrightyy. sometime next week then. cant wait! call me or something (:

the run this morning didnt turn out as good as planned but it was still fun anyway (: when i woke up it was kinda gloomy already. and when we walked to the beach and ran like 5meters, it started pouring. den i was like no no cannot we walked here already, lets just run in the rain. so matt terence and i ran all the way in the heavy rain. it was kinda fun at first but after awhile, the rain got too heavy. i was like eh terence, your feet are gonna get soaked. and terence was like look who's talking, you're the one wearing clima cools. and i was like yah oh shit! haha. we ran all the way from the food centre to macs. quite a long way i must say. but i dont know why i didnt feel tired at all. maybe cos we were running too slowly. i wanted to stop halfway but smart matt was like no no abit more, we're reaching already. after running for like 12321753 more hours we still werent there. but im quite glad that matt made us run all the way cos i would have just given up if not for matt. thanks matt (: we were like seriously seriously drenched and dripping wet when we came to macs. thank God they had the mac cafe thing outside so we wouldnt freeze in the aircon. sat there for like an hour plus just talking about everything. i felt so enlightened after that. its good to see people changing for the better (:

anyway, i read something just now, its a conversation between two people and i think the whole content of the conversation was so damn true. its heartening to know that you're not the only one going through all the shit by yourself and there're other people who think the same way as you do.

ohmy. there're so many things i wanna get. i better go see how much money i have and save up if i dont have enough (:

yayy 21 more days till jean comes back. 3 more weeks.

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i am bored. thank God bert's online to talk to me. thank you bert randy ditched me. for sleep. anyone would larh. its so late already. haha. going for a run tomorrow with terence and maybe matt. meeting terence at his house den we walk to the beach and we run there. sounds good eh? (: den after that i have driving. and night plans are probably supper or something with leslie hy and all after their tuition. what a packed day (: hope everything materializes. ohoh. and i want my chuck taylors. i hope they still have the size (: its really nice. went to check it out with jeanne today. ohyah, and gucci's having a sale. its quite good. but there's nothing that i really want. i wanted the hat and maybe the sandals/shoes but the hat's not there anymore. and the wallets are like, quite oldish. so yeah. nothing worth buying :\ and i also want my jollybean! sudden craving for soyabean. haha. im quite happy now although ive been quite annoyed cos ive been waiting, for far too long. two hours, and counting. but. nevermind. its okay. for the love, I WILL WAIT (: haha.

i have this sudden urge to blog. about how important friends are. was just talking to jean and i realised how much i miss her. its days like these when you realise who's really there for you and you dont realise how much they mean to you until they're gone. even those little insignificant people who you dont really talk to can mean much more den those you talk to everyday. i cant wait for jean and jan to come back. and we can go do all the crazy stuff together again (:

jeanne : thanks for everything. you're ALWAYS there when i need you. and i mean always. i <3 you jellybean.

jean : even though we talk less now, i feel happy whenever i talk to you COS i realise that you're one of those who mean alot to me. i miss you. alot. and i know you're coming back soon (: cant wait! huggs*

gab : although you always do stupid things to make me angry, however dense you are, no matter what we go through, my love for you is endless larhh. ENDLESSSS. i love you bestfriend (:

evan : mylittlebitch. please relax. you're special to me and thats what matters most. screw all those other people who try to complicate your life.

marlonggg : i miss having lunch with you. all the gossip/complain sessions and emailing. haha. you're a joker larh. nevermind, our new hangout shall business canteen in ngee ann. i'll see ya around (: 10 bucks plx. haha.