Saturday, September 04, 2004
just when i thought i was gonna have an early night cos most of my friends are at either zouk-ing, already sleeping or doing idontknowwhat and plus i was feeling quite tireddd, JEANNE CALLS! and guess what, we ended up talking for about 3 hours. omg. my aching ear. haha. i feel quite bad cos i was not replying people online properly. but that happens when you cant really multi task well. haha. the phone call made my dayyy (: thankkks jellybean! haha.
was supposed to go to harbour front this morning myself to collect the memory card but my mum ended sending me there and to school after that. oh how i love my mummmy. i dont know why but after softball i was feeling strangely hyper. haha. but on the way home i just plonked down onto the seat and fell asleep. these are times when im grateful for long bus rides so i can sleep in peace without having to worry about missing my stop. haha.
im suddenly feeling very tired now. it must be all the talking and all the hype that's sapped all my energy away. tomorrow's gonna be a longgg day but i think im looking forward to it. i hope it turns out gooood.
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i like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me (:
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Friday, September 03, 2004
wooooo wheeee~ i like thursdays. only sometimes. haha. today was rather good. acutally its usually the way i feel at the end of the day which sums up my whole day's mood. so yah. haha. can you imagine, we had a four hour break today. so we ended up taking photos with my new camera cos we were so bored. haha. its my new baby. i loveeeee it (:
this week's singapore idol contestants were quiteeee ermm, lousy? didnt really pay full attention to all the contestants. i think the ones who got in were the clear cut "winners". and the sound system sounded quite bad cos the music coming from the clavinova was practically drowning the contestant's voices. badbad. haha.
i dont know what else to say. my thoughts are so disjointed. i have to wake up early even though my school's at one tomorrow. mururururrr.
charme : ohhh you remembered! yes yes please. i cant wait for you to get backkk! christmas shopping plus all the tiramisu-making (: funnnn! i miss you girlie. hope all's good down there. huggs.
jean : puffieeeex! are you looking forward to my arrival? i'll be there soon. before you know it! p d u e f t f o i x e* hehe. discipline!
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dont say things which you know are ovbiously not true.
just a feeling with no meaning.
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
i cant believe that ive been sitting in front of the computer for the past 4 hours and im not really talk to anyone but im just kinda stoning. GRRR. whats wrong with meeee. i need some motivation.
my day didnt really start out that well cos i left my handphone in the car. its like when i got out of the car i realised i didnt have my handphone but all i could do is watch as my mum drove off. haha i felt so helpless. but its all good cos my brother brought it to school for me later. in between that i felt quite upset too cos of silly econs grade. i feel so cheated. i hate that ___ GRRR. tell me if someone doesnt do their tutorials, doesnt go for lectures and copies your work all the time. den when the test comes, she gets 89.5! like WOW. but wait, its a calculation error cos she was supposed to get 70 something. but the teacher happily gave her 89.5 and she's not gonna tell ther teacher about it. so you're left there with your measly grade and she's happily prancing around with her supposedly A+ grade. how unfair *sulks. but the phone call made me feel a little better. like it always does (:
after school was a weebit better. finally got my cameraaaa. wheeee~ narcissistic kenneth made up most of the shots and esther was not bring very cooperative either. haha. why esther why? haha. had a good time at mos. kenneth is seriously number one suanner. i salute him. haha.
i realised that im beginning to dread going to school. the thought of waking up in the morning and opening my closet and staring blankly thinking of what to wear isnt appealing. plus everything's getting so complicated and projects are a mad rush, late afternoon lectures leave me feeling sleepy in the cold and musty lt. i have nothing to look forward to. not soon anyway.
false hope//compromised treatment//blatant truth - reality. faceit.
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
my intended happy day didnt turn out as happy as i hope it'd be. but nothing really bad so its ok i guess. went back to sc this morning with a hugeee hilton marble cake for the teachers cos it was so last minute i didnt know what to buy. twas good catching up with all the teachers. i really really miss sc. everything about it. both the good and bad bits of it. i think if i wasnt there i'd be some hopeless delinquent now. im definitely gonna send my daughter there next time (:
had a tiny but satisfying lunch at crystal jade with the girls. even though we dont meet up as often as before cos we're all in different schools but its amazing how we can go on and on for hours about anything and everything. i love my girls (:
lucky plaza has an unbelieveable number of shops that sell electronic equipment man. and the price range for a similar product can vary by 100bucks. madness! means they might be cheatingg you of your moneyyy. haha.
met the guys for abit. they never fail to crack me up. seriously. if you need anyone to humour you just go to marlon mike or kenneth. haha. my school mag is pretty damn interesting right? haha. and im quiteee proud of myself cos i chose my homework over watching a movie. i sense some discipline thereee. haha. but luckily i managed to finish 2 tutorials or i'd be damn annoyed with myself cos i didnt do any work and i didnt get to watch a movie.
i didnt get my cameraaaa todayyy ):
hey YOU. hurry start feeling guilty nowww. hahaa.
aye gab i didnt say it was you waddd. you didnt pon anything it was MARLONG i was talking about larh. why are you feeling guilty? hahaa.
you think you know,
but you have no idea.
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ohhh yahh i forgot to add that the olypmics has ENDED. that means no more super late night tv watching for me ): four more years four more years. haha.
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yayy im not going to school tomorrow. im going back to sc to visitttt (: i think tomorrow will be a happy day. i hope it will be.
today was not bad. only three hours of lessons. but i can tell the next few weeks till exams are gonna be a mad rush cos everything's getting harder and harder. no more slacking for me. tomorrow's my first and last self-proclaimed holiday. a well deserved break. haha. who am i kidding.
tell me who pons lessons to pk? murururrr. MINDLESS kids these days.
dead man walking
remembered this on 12:20 AM
Sunday, August 29, 2004
sam's party was FUNNN. it made my day an enjoyable one cos along with it came many happy moments. thank God for matt's dad who gave me a lift along with leslie denise and erica. the guys were spoilers larh. they didnt even dress retro. only matt. but yah. spoilers all of them. we had a good time eating, dancing and chilling. quiet moments, crazy photo moments, sam's hospitable friends (marns va and dith) catching up with old classmates, seeing them suffer with so many essays to do - hurhur, food frenzy moments with laura, ungrateful guys who we took pizza for but they didnt eat, BUT after that ended up taking slices by themselves. grrr. all great nonetheless. marlon mike leslie denise erica esther and laura, thanks for the company (: hey sammie, happy birthday. thanks for holding such a wonderful party. you're a great host! i reallyreally miss going to class with you cos you were practically like my siamese twin in class. but yes. we can and will still meet up as often as we like. love you girlie.
good catching up with the bestgirlfriendever over dinner at some place (i dont know the name. haha) in paragon followed by more quality time and more food at coffee club after that. sinful it is. haha. she can afford it but i cant :\
wasted some time at potblack waiting for the fellow easters to cab back. ended up leaving at 12 and the cab fare was like 23 bucks in the end? grrr. reuben and kenneth were damn funny in the cab. but ya, thats besides the point. haha.
i should hurry now cos shittay is waiting for my update.
i like you you know, cos you dont probe into things (:
anyway mmm.x please do take care of yourself. you looked like you were gonna die of depression jes now. im sorry i cant do anything to help but ya, im always here if you need someone to talk to, just like how you're always there for me. hugs.
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