Saturday, September 11, 2004
FINALLY, the weekends are here.
i am so tired, both mentally and physically. all i wanna do is just stay at home and sleep all day. but no i cant. and i dont think i will. why? cosssss, ive got so many projects to discuss, so many speeches to write, so many tutorials to finish up, so many powerpoint presentations to prepare, so many stacks of lecture notes to read through. grrrr. plus i havent seen jeanne in like three weeks so its time we arrange a date. haha. it sure would be a good destresser (no such word but yah. haha)
last night was the earliest that i've slept in ages. i fell asleep while reading some book. hmmm was it man and boy or something like that. ohmy. i dont believe i dont even know the title of the book i was reading. haha. sheeeesh.
anywayyys, i should get to bed nowww. i should banish useless late nights from my healthy lifestyle so that i wouldnt look like a zombie in school and people wouldnt keep asking me why im so stoned. haha. or maybe i could convert them to useful study nights. soon soon, i will.
45 more days. cant hardly wait.
speaking of which,
cant hardly wait brings back lots of memories. haha ok random.
SCARE YOURSELF!
all you have to do is call.
remembered this on 2:07 AM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
i realised that ive been doing things that im not supposed to and after that regretting it. this has to stop cos its consuming my life slowly but surely. this vicious cycle isnt getting me anywhere. nowhere close to where i want to be. i need some discipline. seriously. i hate dont like the way things are now. zz.
no happy thoughts to blog about.
so i shant bore everyone.
so i shall stop here.
why do you choose to make me sad?
remembered this on 1:14 AM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
went to send esther off jes now. sadsad. but somehow i expected it to be worse. i guess it was cos of the few jackasses like leslie who was suaning bud about everyone in the photo album and bunny mike. he was joker of the day larhh. zundi you really can make me laughhh. go BLOG go BLOGGG. haha. mark was also damn funny with his mickey mouse tatoo and so was gab with his half distorted goofy one.
but beneath all this temporal happiness lies SADNESS deep within.
oh grrr. what am i talking about.
thank God school's at 12 tomorrow. so i can sleep in. ive got so much stuff to do but im not doing anything. why sarah why? whyyyy?
aiyearhhh i dont know. dont knowww. zz.
i need some power naps now.
spare me. please.
remembered this on 1:38 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
slept through the half the day cos i was sooooo tired from all the accumlated late nights. school's really not my favourite thing now. just thinking about the tests and all the tutorials and lecture notes i have yet to do and file makes me dreary. i need break. a real break. like a holiday-break. but believe it or not we wont even be having holidays during christmas cos school would have started by then. whyyyy is poly so lousyyyyy. grrrr. they dont even give us cheap concession, neither do they give us all our well deserved holidays like youth day and blahblahhh. unfair.
esthers farewell party yesterday was not baddd. laura is really a damn sweet bestfriend. met up with all the ac people. quite a photo frenzy night (: so much stuff happened. pwee never fails to crack me up with his nonsense. sixtimestentothepoweroftwentythree. wheeee. haha. props to the party organising committee. mich, ping, laura, owen, leslie YES LESLIE. haha they all looked so tireddd. they baked 6cakes for esther. each alphabet of her name on one cake. decorated the house and everythingg. for a moment i wished i was the one going away. haha. anyways esther's leaving tomorrow ): take care yess girliee? i'll miss youuu, you pro photo taker (: what happened to our dateeeee? (hahaa our favourite line righttt?)
didnt do anything much today since half the day was spent sleeping. just churched and then came home for dinner. and i need to get down to serious studying cos there're so many freaking testsss coming again. yes testtt. like didnt we just finish our common tests? grrrr. we havent even gotten back all our results and we're having more tests and thennn exmas.
tough life indeed.
hidden connotations.
to tell or not to tell?
remembered this on 11:29 PM
