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Saturday, January 01, 2005

if asked if 2004 was a great year for me, i wouldnt be able to answer that question.
along with the all good came the bad.
there were many decisions to be made.
i still dont know if i made the right decision by going to poly but i have no regrets just as yet so i guess it should be all good.
many things happened in the course of the year and certain stuff has made a great impact on my life and some have scarred me really badly and caused serious heartaches. there are things that i never ever want to happen again and some memories i hope to relive.

there're friends whom i've known for quite awhile but never really gotten to know them.
and there are others who just come into your life and you know there're here to stay for a long time to come. like timmy. and sam. i really treasure the two months ++ that i spent with her in ac. she was my lifeline. without her class would be unbearable. the talks we had when we skipped break. i'll never forget them. and even though i'm not in ac anymore, its heartening to know that you have a friend that will be there if you need her.

and then there's evan. its amazing how well we clique. she's such a bitch.

i'm so glad i've gotten closer to marlon kenneth bert and puss this year.
marlon's forever there to make me smile just by being himself. and for today marlon, thanks. you made me feel tonnes better. i would have died alone if not for you.

there's not much to say about kenneth but we're bonded by a handshake and that's all that matters (:

bert's damn good to talk to online. he's always there to listen to my rantings and never fails to amuse me/us (gab marlon and i) with his evil eye stare. haha.

puss was there for me in my time of dire need. really. i wont ever forget that talk over cookies at spinellies.

and friends from secondary school like jeanne and jean.
even though we're all far apart we've become even closer than ever before.
jeanne and i are meant to be larh. we're so close people think we're les. but i dont care and im not complaining about it at all. haha.

and of cause i cannot forget gab. really really thank God for him even though he makes me annoyed half the time, and everything hasnt exactly been very peachy all year round, all the silly arguments we had, the walks, the talks, all the crying, the laughter, kenneth cole, gabrah, everything. i wouldnt give up our friendship for anything. everything happens for a reason and i think we've come out stronger from all the shit (for the lack of a better word). i love you bestfriend all your secrets are kept safely with me. heex (:

all these people, i wouldnt know what i'd do without them.
i love you all <3
i now know who all my true friends are.

i hope to stop all the last minute work starting from next year. i know ive been trying to keep to that since forever but it hasnt really been working. it starts off well but i tend to slack off half way. bah. i must not sleep so late cos if not then i'll feel damn sleepy in school and the whole cycle keeps going on and on. no damn good. my family relationship has become much better this year and that's something really to be happy about and i hope it stays this way or becomes even better (:

new year's eve was quite crappy other then dinner which was very filling. three of us had like five savoury crepes, one sweet crepe and a waffle. YUM. we had a group hang. and after that everything else was uncalled for. until jeanne came to save me. i love her so muchhhh (: now i stand by the statement that girlfriends are always there for you when the guy ditches you.

oh yarh. there's mike too. the constant fixture at our ever so often lunches and meetings with gab and marlon in school. the dried mangoes, canteen 3 meepok. my zun di (:

ok very disjointed.
but,
nevermind larh.

remembered this on 2:07 AM

Sunday, December 26, 2004

yesterday was funnn. spent the afternoon doing some last minute present stuff, met evan to pass her her present followed by grocery shopping with jeanne. evening was spent catching up with the sc classmates over barbecue. i had vip sausages. haha yummy! havent had so much fun in a long while. joyce was damn funny. i was laughing so hard my tummy hurt. haha.

spent some quality time with jeanne after everyone left. den we left her house about 2. met leslie and marlon. they were the jokers of the day man. i shant mention what they did. but i must admit that yes marlon, you have a nice body with sexy curves. HAHA. left after talking to them for abit. jeanne waihin and i sat by the pool for abit den there was this silly guard which came up to us and he was like the pool closes at 10 sorry no swimming. haha we were like wth. we were quite formally dressed why in the world would be want to swim. we didnt even look like we were gonna swim in the first place. haha. its so cool. i could spy at jeanne and waihin from the 23rd floor while they sat by the pool. haha. i had a great christmas. i spent it with the two people i love the most (please do not quarrel. i love you both ok? haha) thinking about it makes me happy (:

i must confess that i didnt go to church today :\ and to make it even worse, marlon actually went! omg larh. its like i didnt go but MARLON WENT. haha oh dear. today was good. quite productive in terms of everything. eating, shopping, hiding, talking, walking and basically getting things done. WoW has come to ruin the life of my fellow friends. its damn retarded larh. at level 2 the character uses a puny dagger to kill a wolf. and the wolf can eat through the character's body. its damn dumb. the clothes are quite ugly too. plus, the character is highly retarded. it can dance robotically and do stupid moves like chicken cluck and whatever else.

but anyway, all good things must come to an end. i have school tomorrow. haha. whats new. time to start work again. but actually no. i decided to give myself a semi holiday this week. i'll start working hard only after new year. haha. good idea yes? new year plans sound good to me. i hope it materialises.

ohoh, i must apologise to small man BERTRAM NG TZIN PING, also known as bert the bear cos i forgot to wish him merry christmas in the last entry. hurhur.

- : whats wrong with my hair. have u even seen it? sheesh.
tiffany : merry christmas to you too! are you back in singapore? (:
keithhhhh : merry christmas! are u fast lane keith or fighter keith? haha.

remembered this on 11:47 PM